Jacob is growing real quick. He knows know how to prone, and i hope in a few months i can be able to walk him. The sem is also ending and i have had a good ride with law school and everything. Im just scared with my grades , no pun intended.
My life has changed and the things i have planned before going home from my mission have never been materialized. I guess i was just wishy washying again. I really need to get job. She told me that everything that has a reason for it. We may not understand it for now, and the mistakes that we do, but its consequences whether bad or worse, will remind us that a lesson has been taught just for us to grow. Thats what i have learned the past few months.
I love her, and i dont think i will ever get tired of loving her. She is not the one i expected her to be, but she has become more than i ever wanted. I dont know if i will be able to wait for her. Just thinking right now of her that shes not by my side, gives me a pang of longingness. Parched by the agony and the need to see her face. And only to quenched by her simple smile.
The world i knew before was huge and wide. The world i live now lies in two lovely eyes.
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he wrote this journal i guess last october 10..it's again 2months since i last left a comment on one of his blogs..i just want also to share something..
i've known him for almost 6months now..and this is the best 6months of my life..it's because of his presence. as the days passed, the more i realize how lucky i am of having him..honestly, at first, i really find him boring to be with but he proved me wrong..i thought he is just some kind of "a boy next door" type who's trying to win my heart but never understand the essence of it..but again i was wrong..the more i know him, the more i'm falling in love with him and it is now inevitable..(hehehe) he's actually proving me wrong..the more i know that he is not just "a boy next door" type but he is more than a responsible family man one can imagine. when i'm with him, no moment can be consider as draggy and no topic or issue that seems so uninterested. and all of my days are all desirable.
i cannot think of being with someone right now. neither will i think of loving someone nor living without him. it incessantly make me cry just thinking to spend a day without him. and i cannot help it. before, i think he is just a part of my life but now, he cannot be just a persona of it, for how it can be when everyday he conquers the whole of it. he instantly became my life. im so blessed for having him and i'll be endlessly grateful for that.
i've been also to many relationship before i got him which was so unfair for him since i am his first relationship to have whom he romantically involved. he waited for 23 years yet i did not. while he's waiting, i also have a "trial and error" with some "boy next door" out there. it was so unfair. and i regeretted everything. if only i knew that he would come and if only i could turn back the time, i would willingly wait for him and sacrificed even everything just to have him. but the time has passed and what happened, happened.
time is fast approaching. it's been a while since i graduated from college and now, i only have 34 more days to be in the breadth to test my knowledge and professional skills. or should i say 34 days to go for me to take my board exam. and im starting to feel anxious now. if there's a gift i could ask from God, it is to pass the board exam and to have the person who created this blog. they say, i cannot have the best of both worlds but still i'm praying to have them both. for me, having those 2 is the best of both worlds. and i hope God would hear and answer my prayer positively.
i think i'm writing too long..it's already 12midnight and i gotta go to call him..hope he will not get mad for waiting too long..he's calling me i guess and i got to answer the phone now. being with him is uncomparable even to all the wealth or richness this world can offer.. he's more than that.. i love him..
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