10 october2008

Jacob is growing real quick. He knows know how to prone, and i hope in a few months i can be able to walk him. The sem is also ending and i have had a good ride with law school and everything. Im just scared with my grades , no pun intended.

My life has changed and the things i have planned before going home from my mission have never been materialized. I guess i was just wishy washying again. I really need to get job. She told me that everything that has a reason for it. We may not understand it for now, and the mistakes that we do, but its consequences whether bad or worse, will remind us that a lesson has been taught just for us to grow. Thats what i have learned the past few months.

I love her, and i dont think i will ever get tired of loving her. She is not the one i expected her to be, but she has become more than i ever wanted. I dont know if i will be able to wait for her. Just thinking right now of her that shes not by my side, gives me a pang of longingness. Parched by the agony and the need to see her face. And only to quenched by her simple smile.
The world i knew before was huge and wide. The world i live now lies in two lovely eyes.