happy hunting ground

happy hunting ground

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Dear albert,

As I woke up this morning, I thought of you and paused for a while. It came to my mind that today is our monthsarry but I can hardly remember if how many months we've together now. All I know was that we celebrated our 4th anniversary last May. It's funny to think that even though we've been together for 4 years now, we are still celebrating our relationship by months. Just like now, i cannot remember and it makes me so tired to count the months. Hehehe. Anyway, happy monthsarry sweetiepie andnim still hoping that one day, we will be together not just for 4 years and 3 months but for eternity.

Aside from our monthsary, I also would like to greet you a happy birthday. You're already 28 years old. Just a cuople of years, you will be in your 30s. You're getting old. Hehehe. I'm grateful that even if we are getting older, you're love for me is still the same. I 'm so happy that you are loving me regardless of the things that happened in the past and regardless of my imperfections.

I want you to know that I love you so much and I want you to be happy always. I'll do anything just for you to feel good about yourself. I hope you can borrow my eyes so you will see how perfect you are. I hope you will not anymore feel bad about yourself, your illnesses, your imperfections, and your failures. You are great and awesome. Nobody is perfect but you are made perfect for me.

I am glad that you stood by me all throughout my masters years. You are editing my work and coaching me what to do, what to think, how to do it, and how to think. Many people are thinking that I am smart but they did not know that behind this smart girl, there is you. I cannot imagine how my papers would look like without you. Both of us know that I am not good in writing and grammar. I owe my success to you. I just hope that I can land on a better job after this masters degree. I am so grateful for loving me still despite the distance that separates us. Thank you for being so patient at times when I am being so cruel.

Words cannot express my gratitude to you for loving me this big. I love you too so much. I cannot wait to see you. I'll give you my birthday and monthsary gift when you get here nextweek. See you soon sweetiepie. Iloveyou.
Dear Natdem,

I cannot compute how long have we been together in months. We have been together for a long time now and been through almost anything in life. Despite of the ups and downs we managed to keep ourselves together.

Today marks my 28th birthday and I cannot imagine how fast the time passes by. I still remember the first day I saw you. I was only 23 and was still adjusting to normal life. I have never gone out with a girl in my entire life that it made that moment memorable than anything else. When I first saw you, my heart followed you like a man who follows the pathway the way to his home. Our beginning wasnt perfect, but was neither immaterial. For have those things never happened, I may have never truly valued what we have today.

I remember everything we have been through as if I had a second life and it started with you. I remember how brave you were in difficult times. I remember how strong and hardworking you are to reach the desires of your heart. I have seen you progress into an even wonderful smart woman in more ways than I could imagine. I am proud of you, and all the things you have achieved.

Thank you Natdem for loving me when I myself find it impossible to do. Thank you for understanding me, and still choosing me despite of my health problems and incompetencies. I am not an ideal boyfriend and my weaknesses bring insecurity nearby. I am grateful for your love because it has allowed me comfort and assurance to make these sufferings worthwhile. I am a lucky man to be your boyfriend. I only ask you to allow my entire lifetime to pay you in return.

I love you . Happy Monthsary.
Albert