Jacob is growing real quick. He knows know how to prone, and i hope in a few months i can be able to walk him. The sem is also ending and i have had a good ride with law school and everything. Im just scared with my grades , no pun intended.
My life has changed and the things i have planned before going home from my mission have never been materialized. I guess i was just wishy washying again. I really need to get job. She told me that everything that has a reason for it. We may not understand it for now, and the mistakes that we do, but its consequences whether bad or worse, will remind us that a lesson has been taught just for us to grow. Thats what i have learned the past few months.
I love her, and i dont think i will ever get tired of loving her. She is not the one i expected her to be, but she has become more than i ever wanted. I dont know if i will be able to wait for her. Just thinking right now of her that shes not by my side, gives me a pang of longingness. Parched by the agony and the need to see her face. And only to quenched by her simple smile.
The world i knew before was huge and wide. The world i live now lies in two lovely eyes.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
10september2008
Its been 9 months since i got home. The other day i went to the mall and they started playing christmas songs, which i think is too premature. I rememberd my last christmas in the mission. When everyone is having feasts in their tables, i was eating 2 packs of noodles for my christmas day. hehe I loved my mission, its one of the biggest part of my life.
Today was a bad day. I was refused from the job i was applying and made her really upset. If i can only turn the hands of the darn clocks, i shouldve went home early. THe past weeks have been really exhausting. I had to drive home everyday, and i missed a lot of study time, and soon ill be paying it with some red marks i guess.
Its also the day that Ive been with her for 4 months now. It doesnt feel like four months. Its as if i am with her all of my life, and at the same time the brevity of time cannot exact the lost time that i havent known her yet.
The last four months have been the best 4 months of my life. The more i know her, the more i like her. THe more I see her, the prettier she gets. THe more i listen to her, the more i am amazed with her. The more i love her, the deeper i am falling for her.
I do not know what will happen for the next four months, or the next four years, or the next four decades, oR for my four next lives. All i know is that i could not even spend the next four seconds without her in my life. How could I, if she is my life.
Today was a bad day. I was refused from the job i was applying and made her really upset. If i can only turn the hands of the darn clocks, i shouldve went home early. THe past weeks have been really exhausting. I had to drive home everyday, and i missed a lot of study time, and soon ill be paying it with some red marks i guess.
Its also the day that Ive been with her for 4 months now. It doesnt feel like four months. Its as if i am with her all of my life, and at the same time the brevity of time cannot exact the lost time that i havent known her yet.
The last four months have been the best 4 months of my life. The more i know her, the more i like her. THe more I see her, the prettier she gets. THe more i listen to her, the more i am amazed with her. The more i love her, the deeper i am falling for her.
I do not know what will happen for the next four months, or the next four years, or the next four decades, oR for my four next lives. All i know is that i could not even spend the next four seconds without her in my life. How could I, if she is my life.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
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